Patience and Frustration

Monday morning has brought another snow storm (with another snow day for the kids). It also brought another day for me at home, trying to be patient while my leg heals. Another day with Gena at the office, trying to manage patients, while I sit here trying to get comfortable. I think if I could be involved in therapy, actively participating in the process, I would feel better. But since I can't start therapy for another 11-12 weeks, I feel kind of useless.
Hopefully, I will be able to go in to the office to see patients for a few hours on Wednesday. If I am able to do without my pain meds long enough to go in & manage their care, I will try to start back for a few hours a day. I can already tell that minimal activity leads to rapid fatigue. I know I wasn't in the best of shape, but when all of this happened, I was exercising several days a week. What would my energy level be had I not been exercising?
Patience is a difficult thing for me to grasp. I want to be patient, but I want it now! I pray for patience, energy, wisdom, and assistance with the frustration of having to relearn how to do everything.

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